Everything is overwhelmingly interesting. I have an extreme desire to live forever because even forever cannot exhaust the infinity of knowledge that is always one step ahead of me. Like an ever rising helium balloon, that is never fully graspable, you reach and reach, coming close to holding it and bringing it to your level, but sometimes close is still so far away. There is so much in this world beyond our mental grasp. I love trying to reach it, even though I know I never will. There will always be more to know, there will always be more questions. If you stop questioning, you're dead.
I would love to do a study regarding the varied consciousness levels on the psychological interruption that occurs because of the two dimensional communication that usurps our physical presence at times. All this was prompted by a trip to Mad Mex with Stacey. We both left our phones in our purse, commented on the conscious decision to do so, and simultaneously noticed so many around us very busy fondling their phones. We decided to check out the unique art on the walls, the neat lantern lights dangling above the bar, and the young people around us. We talked with a gay couple beside us. We learned about a new band playing locally. We were present in our three dimensional space. We did not mentally shift our focus to a two dimension reality that encroaches on our psyche in ways we may not realize. In ways we may not understand. What do we miss when we are busy worrying about what we're missing? What do we miss when our minds are present in multiple dimensions at once?
There are so many questions that I have about our social, psychological, and physical fibers that connect us. There are so many questions that I have, period. I watched history lectures on Youtube by a UC Davis professor. So, at the same time that I question our connectedness, I utilize it to study my inquiries. My curiosity is a product of its existence, and it is satiated by it as well.
Positive, negative, positive, negative. Whenever you breathe out, I am breathing in.
