Feeling good lately; feeling like I am what I always knew, but sometimes forget, which is much stronger than I realize. Like a distant reminder from my past, what didn’t kill me…but as you know, memories fade and soften with time.
I don’t quite belong in this here and now, but at the same time that is why I belong. There is always something more to learn, and God knows I know this, and He only gives me what I can handle. But I am waiting for a paradigm shift, and so once again I am perched precariously on a ledge saying hmmm….let me lean over just a tad more and check out this view. I want to SEE more.
I was never one to be afraid to fall. Sometimes, falling can be more rewarding than flying…our true worth is not measured by money and "success", but in the obstacles we overcome. Maybe it is through realizing this, that one can be truly successful.
Ok, so I am perched on this ledge, with the feeling in the stomach. This is not the day I will die, so it is ok if I jump. How do I know this? I just know, trust me. Should we ever be afraid to jump if we have confidence in our desire and need to do so? Of course! We have a mind that likes to fuck with us. Ok, it helps us too. Just don’t think too hard.
There are things we must accept. There are things we can change. Can someone seriously give me some mother fuckin’ wisdom to know the difference??
Someone…? Anyone….?
“Hello, Hello, Hello….Is there anybody out(in) there????”
