This morning I woke up to snow. It is a beautiful thing to wake up to snow when you are in a warm home.
Justin called me to see when I was picking up him and Maddox to go to my Mom’s. I realized; I am fully back to my old routine now. I had about 6 cups of my green tea garden mixed with cinnamon cardamone and stevia, so now I am ready for my shower. Ha! I tell him I will be there shortly.
We put up the tree and made cookies last night. Maddox had a blast. He is a glorious and amazing 3 year old. It is wonderful to have Stacy here. It feels odd (sad) that Uncle Ray isn’t here too. Sigh. Fuck. One more time…..FUCK.
Things have changed and I feel more change coming…
What else is this I feel? I am not quite sure. Maybe it is acceptance, or maybe readiness.
“In spite of the weather, we can learn to make it together…”
