I ask myself; what’s in me? I feel it in there, every day and always. It’s so wonderful whatever it is, and I am thankful.
Today I woke up and thought, Celeste you know what it is. Why do you keep asking yourself that question? You know it is Love. It is Love…..it is Love. >LOVE<
I am so full with it for soo many people, and for the world and sky in general, that I have to remember to breathe deeply and calmly. I need to let it flow inside of me and not flood me. I don’t want to drown. This isn’t easy to remember sometimes, but I do believe I am getting better at it. Much better.
I have so many ideas and thoughts, and I feel so Alive sometimes that I want to give some of it away because I have enough. I want to spread it around so other people can feel what I feel. It feels so good sometimes I cry. I want to know how I cultivated it so intensely. I am blessed with Great friends that have also done this. I realize this makes me love them even more. We fill each other up in an endless and glorious game of love exchange. How Perfect.
The energy I feel is me wanting to do something with this Love. So I think about what the universe has been saying. I think about all the puzzle pieces it has given me. I know I don’t have all the pieces yet, but I also know it won’t give me them all at once. I have to start building first. And so that is what I begin doing last night. I am building and building, and then, I begin to SEE something.
What I see gets me so excited. I wrote on my whiteboard months ago “I am pleased with myself when I CREATE something.” So that is what I am going to do. Of course I will need help, but God/Buddha/The Universe/Yaweh showed me that I have everything I need. I just have to get started. We have to get started.
I loved to build puzzles as a child. And here I am as an adult, loving it still.
