Revelations

Life life life life life life life life LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

IS

AMAZIng NESS!!!!!!!!!!

Ness Ness Ness……

Is there an echo in here?

I always have all this shit in my head! Who put it there? Did I?

“I’ve got a drumming noise inside my head………it makes such an almighty sound!”

My hands are shaking. My mind is racing. The best way to prepare for life is to start living. So that is what I do; everyday.

Am I nervous? What is this energy? I can’t stop kicking my leg as they are crossed beneath this desk. I don’t know what I am going to do with myself next. How did I get this way? What happened? Is everyone like this? Tell me that they are so I can feel better.

I best stay away from caffeine Miranda says. I will listen to her. She listened to me last night when I didn’t speak a word, but she heard me and came to my rescue. We were black holes and Sun salutations and mirrors to revelations; all in my living room, with the drums in the background.

Tim and Phil say what the hell are you girls doing? You Two are so badass they say. Miranda and I say, THEY are so badass. Then we say, WE ARE ALL SO BADASS! And this is true.

Did we really Hula Hoop and balance on our heads last night? Oh, we surely did as my hip and head are feeling the pain now. Oh, and don't forget the Yoga poses. Thanks Miranda. You are the coolest girl I ever knew.....

Tim brought me The Art of Power. How did he know I am all about understanding the Power? He said he always knew; I was always like that. And so was he….that is why I love him (them). If for a minute there I lost myself, surely I have found her again; buried beneath the Ruins. The beautiful Ruins……

“All Your Light can save me……….I can wait, I can wait, for my time to come…”

See. I am not alone the lyrics say. Take me to Portugal, take me to Spain. Can you take me there? Please? But not literally……do you know what I am meaning? Portugal. Spain. They are states of mind. Beautiful states of mind in my world. Portugal is Positive Power and Spain is Stunning Strength. It is like when you are very sad as a kid, and maybe scared too, and so you pretend you are in France eating chocolate. Except this is much more complicated I guess. And you are no longer pretending, and you realize you never have to leave France because there is nothing to fear.

The Crystal Ship is being filled……

“…before you slip into unconsciousness I’d like to have another kiss……..the days are bright and filled with pain and close me in your gentle rain…….Insane. We’ll meet again……..The Crystal Ship is being filled…”

See Jim knew…..he knew about the diamonds on the inside. Is My Jim one now too?? Like a diamond in the SKY! See! The lyrics are speaking to me again. Even that song knew about the diamonds on the inside going into the sky. Holy Fuck.

Tell me where your >FREEDOM< lies. If you do not know, you are better off dead; you are the walking dead. Too many walking dead around me I notice. I would like to jolt them with some Nano Juice. I sell that shit. I can slip it in their drinks or something. Transfect them with some Life and some Freedom. Some Portugal and some Spain. Some Love and Gentle Rain. With a side of crickets! Maybe that is the drumming noise inside my head. No….no. Crickets play a different instrument. I am but one small instrument. And so are they. But they can be so loud....hmmm...then so can I/WE.

I like it when I am on to something. It makes such an almighty sound!!!